A New Day, A New Blog, A New Me.

I have finally had enough of being looked at and judged. Of being called fat and lazy. I know I have properly said this so many times before but this time I really am going to try my hardest to stick to it.



You see, every time my brother Rob comes home from Uni, he always finds a way to make me feel like a fat and worthless human being, who is no where near (and never could be) any where as good at, well, life than he is. My other brother Chris also makes me feel like a giant piece of turd when he comes back from Uni as well. I bet I sound like a right depreesed kid but usually I'm 'one happy chappy' as my old teacher used to say. They just make me feel stupid.



So now, I am going to only talk to them if they talk to me, as that way I should be giving them less oppotunities to make fun of me. Also, another thing I can do to give them less amo to throw at me is to get my self thinner. Being a 5'0½, 17 year old size 16/18 isn't something I can say I like being. I need to not anly be thinner but I also want to be a hec of a lot more healthier than I am now. Luckily for me, my dad has just bought an old exercize bike off ebay which helps alot. Also I have an old trampet thing under my bed which is good fun, but it's so much effort to get out and put away that I hardly ever go on it. Bit that's all about to change. I am about to change. My world is about to change. And yes, I do know that it's not gonna happen over night and that it will be hard, but flip me I know it'll be worth it.