Niki is sehr, sehr happy today!

YAY! I'm popping home today for just over 24 hours so that I can go to my Nannie's 75th birthday surprise meal with a whole load of our family. Twenty-one of us I think; it should be loud and lively, but also a laugh too. (: I haven't seen some of the people going in a few years I don’t think, others its not been since September so not too long but they are the ones I tend to see more regularly so I miss them more. So I am very much looking forward to seeing them. I am extremely excited about seeing the Mother and Father as well as Lollypops. Oh and Robs and Chris too I suppose hehe. (:

Right well I am actually at work in the offices so I should probably get back to that, as I’m not in tomorrow and I am fasting from computers tomorrow as well. I’m doing that because as a small group we are fasting and praying for Cheryl’s heart and I think for Mandy who is Matt and Mickey’s neighbour (and my ex neighbour I guess) for some break through in hers and her family’s lives. And Matt said it didn’t have to be food we fasted from it could be anything we do or use a lot. And there are two reasons I chose to go for use of laptop/computers: 1) I am going out for Nannie’s birthday as previously said and 2) I use my laptop so, so much I thought that this would be something I notice not using more than food as I tend to just go it to fill time or because I’m bored. So I’m not using my laptop or any computer from midnight tonight till midnight tomorrow night. But I will probs be in bed them so its more like not until I get back from TSM n Thursday after having driven myself up in the morning. Thursday will be a looong day! But the drive will have been worth coming back for I am sure.

So peace out and have a good time till whenevs I write again. (: Xx Xx

starting to draw again (:

Even if I did just copy this from my lap top still think it's pretty darn good. (:

From inside Jennie

My tummy well has a rash. ): sad times. But that’s not what this post is about, just wanted to say it.

I was just flicking through my last journal (who is named Jennie - yeah I've named my journal!) as I have just finished it and am in a new one now and there were so many things I had forgotten about and or that I wanted to share with people. So I choose you. (: There are worship lyrics, other song lyrics, words from God to me or just stuff that I got when in worship/praying, stuff from TSM talks and other shizzle too. So here is some of it (I might explain some of why I’m sharing or what it means others I won’t).

We will overcome!
By the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony
Everyone overcome.

In Ephesians 2:6 it talks about us being seated with Christ in heavenly places. So, because of this fact it should change how we pray. John Strange asked us this at TSM because of this verse: “So, are you praying from Earth the Heaven? OR from Heaven to Earth with the authority you have already inherited?!” Wow. That’s fracking amazing to think that we can pray knowing that what we ask for will be and is being done because we are with Jesus *now* in heaven as well as being here on Earth. It’s hard to get your head around and I know that some people don’t believe we are there now as they say even though god is outside of time; we are still alive therefore we cannot be up there with Him now. But surely if God is outside of time so is His dwelling place, meaning we could actually be there too as it is outside of time.

Love always fights back.

“It is good to give thanks to the LORD, to sing praises to your name, O Most High; to declare your steadfast love in the morning, and your faithfulness by night, to the music of the lute and the harp, to the melody of the lyre. For you, O LORD, have made me glad by your work; at the works of your hands I sing for joy.” Psalm 92:1 – 4

“At the end of the day God doesn’t need defending --> he can/does prove himself.” Neil Chitty

Our God is totally trustworthy because he does not change – like ever!!  “God is good and He’s in a good mood all the time!” (Bill Johnson)

“God does miracles not because he needs to prove Himself but simply because He just loves us! He does it just because!” Neil Chitty

*what did God do just after Adam and eve fall? He made them clothes. Out of what? Animal skins… How do you get animal skins? You have to kill it.  Therefore blood had to be shed to cover their guilt and shame. Resemble/remind you of anything from the New Testament?!!*

Proverbs 15:1 “A softer answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.”

Okay it’s just gone midnight so I should probably go to bed as I’ve got FP Impact training this week. So I’m gonna continue this post another time; but as my journal has lots in it I think I will do this as a series of post instead of one very long one. So I hope these things or at least some of these things I have and will write on here will impact you and reveal some of God’s heart and truth to you as they did me.

Oh I do love Jesus – he’s my favourite.